A New Dawn

Ok, it is like 10 days into the New Year and it has been raining eversince... You would think that it would be easy to sleep but I keep waking up at odd hours. I got to admit, one too many things on my mind. But they are all sorted out in a way. Well, not exactly sorted but good enough at this juncture.

Anyways, my Shabana, Part and Felicia are back form their mni overseas studies. I caught up with Part and Felicia on New Year's Eve. We had dinner at Komala's and went to catch the fireworks. They got me some neat stuff too. Felicia got me this huge Hershey's bar, a limited edition Smarties and a lamenated leaf! Part on the other hand got me a shot glass from Cornell and some Reese Chocolates. They were so nice that I finished them in one day =P Anyways, we spent most of the time chilling out and catching up. We also went to watch the fireworks at Marina Square. It was not a bad way to spend New Year's Eve though.

Well, other than that, Mocks are coming up. My marketing is seriously giving me problems. I really need to find a way to tackle it like how I did with my IBM last season. My actual time table is also out. So yeah, it is not going to be a fun upcoming 4 months. I sought of decided that I will minimise my play once February comes around.

Well, studies is only one area which I got to pull my act together. I am really really screwed spiritually too. I mean, its been awhile since I visited "The Garden". And I have not been myself over the past couple of days or maybe even weeks. But I guess slowly and surely I am picking up the pieces. Also maybe the fact of being single is finally getting to me. I am not sure if I post something similar before but yeah, it is like suddenly I feel the presure of my status. I mean now I heard my youngest uncle is going to remarry. My second youngest uncle is waiting for his girlfriend to complete her studies and I think wedding bells are on the way too. I keep saying that I have not met the right one.The one I am keen on is taken, etc. But is that all just an excuse? At the end of the day, maybe it is just me... maybe I am just not good enough...